eww my dad wiped his palms on my shirt.

i HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DO THAT.
they think my shirt is a fucking cloth issit.

lol

Uploaded a new song at my blog. =))

Today my eye had a huge swollen jelly thingy in it and the whole eye was red. i freaked out, getting so worried i'll turn blind. anyway, i've seen the doctor and apparently its NOTHING really. just some dirt that entered my eye and caused the water to coagulate up due to gravity. -.-"
but because of that, i had to skip the malaysia trip and waste my parents' money of 51 bucks. holy crap.

the thing about me is that i'm too spoilt. i'm a spoilt brat really. my aunty juliet (she's really my ex-maid, who got married to a caucasian and hence moved over from Phillipines to the states) bought me a Coach bag which probably cost 200bucks. My mum says she specially chose it for me. I took a look at it and said, I don't like it.

instantly my dad and mum in unison told me to choose another that i like. and so i did. omg, what's WRONG with me? I hardly (in fact never) even get to see that aunt anymore and all i could do was simply claim that I don't like the gift that she chose, bought and flew all over to Singapore from the states.
but, i DID feel bad and told my mum i'll use it anyway, just because its aunty juliet who bought it.

the same scenario was when i asked for the pink psp while i got the blue one. i wouldn't stop complaining, till i got scolded and lectured at, thats when i felt like i've shrunk. shrunk to the size of an ant; helpless and lost. You know in Ally Mcbeal where Ally would reduce to the size of a rat when she feels stepped on. Yes that's exactly what I felt.

I ask for too much. i really do. i always get my way and still, do. this is kellyn for you, when do i not put myself first?
i have been told my ego is huge and i always want to win
i have been told that i'm super direct and straight forward
i am insensitive.


i need
someone who'd dare to shout at me
someone to bring me back to reality
someone to teach me how to appreciate
someone to make me put others infront of myself

... and I must say I've found him.
he's more than a partner, more than a best friend. I learn from him. alot.

And I'm thankful. =)



Changed url. Its so much easier to blog what I want to now.

Mum's the best in the world. she showers me with so much love
and she bought so many great things for me recently! x)))))))))

lets see...

1) watch from Titus at $255!
2)50 ml nina ricci NINA perfume
3) Escada's Sunset Heat fragrance and shower gel
4) loads of cheapo tops i can wear to school
5) a carebear towel
6) 2 Coach bags
7) some nail polish
8) this gift box that says 'I Love You'

omg, mum and i love you too.


I needa lose weight, seriously.

I really like avril lavinge's hair.



looooooove the hairstyle. if only i had the guts to sport that. anddddd, i love the way her eyeliner's drawn. i don't know why but i'm so into thick eyeliner and black fingernails.



shit now i sound lame and secondary school-ish when we used to worship singers and cut pictures of them outta mags and place them in our files.



i outta start a manicure parlour.

My parents just came back from nyc!

mum did loads of shoppingggg. here's what she boughttttttt.


i received these! =)))

Recently i've been mad over the game Tetris and can't seem to stop playing it. lol.. so old school right? and i've complete Luxor like 5 times. Luxor's kinda like Zuma, its the same concept. man oh man I'm so bored and hungry now.

I realised I eat the same things in my life. 1- ban mian and 2- char siew rice. super nice food! I loooooove typical singaporean food and i can't imagine not having baa chor mee if i were to go overseas or somethin. Like what michelle's feelin at switzerland. haha.

I'm gonna go for a tan now. ciao!

I believe I'll never get over it. I'll never get over the fact that I totally screwed up two years of my life- after O levels where i fucked up, and had to repeat them all over again. After getting better grades, i fucked up again by going into the wrong choice of course at polytechnic. Sooo... i'm approaching NINETEEN this year and I'm still at fucking YEAR 1. i hate hate hate to see younger people at year 2, peers at year 3. I know that sounds selfish but yeah, I hate that feeling. And i'll never get over it. Till today I frown and scold myself, why why why didn't I work hard, or at least not be too naive to fall into that premature specialization trap.

CRAP this feeling sucks.

was having lunch at school and guess what happened? the ring from my brace fell out! *plonk* it dropped into the sour cream from my fish and chips. haha
wondered how does sentosa express cards work?
now we know. =D