I FUCKING CAN'T FIND MY IC!!! Yes, the oh-so important Identification Card. Omfg. I have been an unorganised person all along but I can't believe i'm this messy and irresponsible. The last time I can recall myself looking at my ic was when I was changing wallets; from the old Guess one to a new black wallet the girl from my school bought me for my birthday. In the midst of doing so, I was abruptedly disturbed by the dog, who wouldn't stop trying to jump and bite at whatever card I was holding onto. In fury, I THINK I casually plonked my card on the couch and started shooing the dog away. After which, I got distracted by many things: some old movie stubs and my neoprints that were stuck onto the plastic sheet of my Guess wallet. I was too devastated by that till I suppose I never noticed that i STILL haven't transferred my ic into my new wallet. and returned to my room.

AND NOW ITS GONE. GONE FROM THE COUCH. DISAPPEARED.

WTF WTF wtf wtf.

If i don't find it, i'm gonna have to get it replaced for a HUNDRED dollars. Know what, my dad gave me 100bucks for my birthday and now I'm gonna have to spend it on the new ic. what the flying fuck?

okay all of sudden my photoshop's REALLY laggy now. And there's a maths test next tuesday and I'm pretty darn sure I'm going to fail. -__- FUCK THE WORLD! grrr.....

On a lighter note, here's something hilarious we all can giggle at:

Jason's ic. (yes yes don't remind me that i've lost MINE) so this' photo's in..sec 3?

Currently:

LMAO look at the amount he's changed. WAHAHAHHHAHA!! I was just laughing my ass off. I can't believe how old/different/fat/ugly he used to look. LMAO look like ah pek!! Shar even thought it was his father. LOLOL!! ahahahahhha. don't blame me jason, you gave me permission to blog about you. =p

Was at the NEWater plant for our industrial visit earlier. The place's pretty cool! Got Shuzhen to post amongst the many kids running around and she was super embarrassed. HAH!


Spent the night with Laijie and co. on his birthday



Though it was a simple gathering at Heartland mall's macdonald's, i had loads of fun and (as usual) was uncontrollably laughing. Its friends like these who show the true meaning of friendship. I'm blessed to have em' :)

too many pictures too many pictures!! my lappy is SUPER laggy now. it must be due to the exceedingly HEEEUGE amount of pictures. Or maybe cos my bro installed PirateKing into my lappy. I shall...uninstall it! and maple too. wakakkaa.

So, i spent most of my time earlier clearing off all my pics. I deleted most of my pics. Yes, almost ALL of my pics are gone. Those countless pics of Dino and I, Huiwen, Elaine and michelle, da DCP class, including my alice nine pics. =( The only ones I remained are those gorgeous ones of Saga-sama above. hahahaha. Saga-sama is so cool! And of course the KFC pics, the ones with fadinah, i even backed those up on my thumbdrive. heh.

T'was kinda sad having to delete them pics. Pictures are after all, the physical memories.. There is this, pinch of deja vu when I look at those pictures, those unclear, small images that were haphazardly taken with the old camera phone before I had my digital camera. And how we'd fluster to hurriedly upload them onto what hooked us on the net for ages -- Friendster. Man, I don't even log into friendster anymore! haha. the only time I do, is when I get continous prompts that yet another mat/ah bengish stranger wishes to add me to his list.

Looking at my older pictures; back in those silly days really made me laugh, at how I used to think they looked nice. haha. Strangely, I used to feel that I looked best back then, even with short spikey hair and baggy clothes. Only now do I realise that tight fitting clothes, heels and make up are the substantial parts to looking beautiful. for us women, that is. Maybe in the near future, I'd discover yet another wonderful invention of women's that'll beautify us into stunning butterflies? LOL.

Some of the old pictures remind you of events and happenings that you've almost entirely forgotten. Your 15th birthday, do you remember who did you spend that particular day with? Or that familiar photo of those weird indians rapping on stage, which day was that? Its only with these photographs, that trigger that rusty part of your brain to twitch, then it whacks you that, you've completely neglected that certain friend who took that photo for you, or that lovely bangle that you sported in that photo. Its probably gone missing now, though you'd love very much to don it again. And that friend, things probably aren't the same between you 2 anymore. Anyhow, those pictures certainly make me look back, and realise the importance of friends. My life, this 18 years would never have been the same or as wonderful without the best friends. Love them heaploads. =)

Hurray the laptop is repaired! XD the old blogskin is back. yay
Spent the whole of yesterday with laijie and sam ytd. haha. I love them sooo much.

I went to sleep last night with a fever. sobs. When i was out with laijie and sam they were concerned and were showering me with care. i'm so touched! XD

now i'm feeling better, no more fever but still down with a bad flu. Super no mood to study for tmr's IOchem test! Gah the feeling of being sick suck. Your head's spinning, you can't breathe properly, your body feels so cold even with layers of blanket. You just feel SO lerthargic and moodless. Urgh. Ohyeah, and you lose your appetite too. I haven't eaten since yesterday's unfinished Pasta Mania's baked rice at 4pm and i'm STILL not hungry. o_O


I don't think i've seen anyone cuter than him. hmm i have a sudden craving for dao hui. with tang yuan. YUMM

My DAMN keyboard at home keeps frigging get disconnected and i can't reply you guys on msn! NOR blog! so here I am again in school blogging, which means I can't upload any pics. I had a hard time trying to sign into blogger.com last night attempting to type my password in. Thankfully my bro's comp had my username saved in. So, I slowly copied and pasted letter by letter of my password. Until I reached the number. Yes, there is a number in my password to blogger. LOL. I couldn't find that particular number over the pages of websites I was visting! Urgh. THEN elaine reminded me that there's infact no point signing in, cos I can't blog! lol.

Sam, if you're reading this, can ya help me forward the pics to Asilah? haha thanks. cos apparently I couldn't type her email addy last night. LOL. the pics I sent weren't resized yet, so ya have to do that yourself.

Hahaah sorry for neglecting the blog. Gomeine. I'm actually kinda used to not being online now, i haven't gone and stayed online for more than a week now. that's strange. I used to feel i can never survive without the net.. oHWELL. I'm in school now so i can't do much. I wanna upload some photos and change my skin soon. haha

Ohyeah, and happy birthday to SAMANTHA! :)

On behalf of

im glen, posting on behalf of kel wahahahahahahahaha!!!! i feel so evil!
She(kel) stupidly spoilt her laptop and Desktop. dumb sia. hahahaha
she ACTUALLY BURNT them by watching countless and continuous episodes of korean Drama, My Girl. wth.
she asked me to place my handphone between my chest and butt( instead of head and shoulders accidentally).
and complained that she cant watch the rest of the drama temporarily. YES!!!! hahaha !
AND SHE said ' Happy Belated Birthday! ' to herself man.
shall post some pictures next time. Thats all folks.

He's sleeping at the room door~ (^-^)

Pets

My first pet I ever owned was a tortoise, eventually people started giving me more of them. And believe it or not my tortoise DIED. I mean, they always say that tortoises live the longest and oldest in the whole of the animal kingdom yet MINE DIED. Amazing, huh? It just stiffened to death while standing on top of the miniature yellow coloured bridge with plastic coconut trees at each side, which my sister and I painstakingly hunted down to embellish his cage. We had him buried..somewhere. I don't remember. The other tortoises lived till they were too big for their cage so we had them dumped into ponds nearby.

For those who don't know yet, I am madly in love with cats. I kept three cats back then, one at a time. My first cat was a beautifully enchanting white kitten with blue eyes and a black heart shaped patch thats worthy of your jaw dropping. Its name was Nanek. (don't ask why. my maids named it. yes i had more than one maid back then) It died, however. Pitifully. An unimaginable death -- it was killed by a HUGE SNAKE. I remember that night vividly: At 11.30pm, I was about to doze off in my parents' bedroom till I heard desperate screeches from my kitten. So, my dad and I went to check out what have happened. When I reached the room that my kitten was in, all I could see within the darkness was a black thing on the floor which looked like a bag to me. Before I register anything, my dad shoved me away quickly and started shouting at me to run away. Apparently, the black thing I saw was in fact a Boa Constrictor. Python, in simpler terms. And it was coiling my poor little kitten up. A python kills its prey by strangling and suffocating it. Being a helpless young kid, I was petrified and I panicked. All I could do was to stand by and just watched my beloved kitten get crushed to death. The python didn't get to swallow my kitten though, I guess he got shocked by the noise created by my father and everyone else. My father proceeded to gather everyone outta the house. My mum called the police and they came to grab the snake away. I weeped and weeped as I was burying my kitten outside my house. Ironically, my cantonese relatives relished over the traditional saying that when a snake comes to your house, it brings good luck. So they ALL went on to bet on 4-D. -.-

My second cat was this almost black kitten, with several tinges of golden stripes around his body and head. It exquisitely resembled a tiger. My primay school classmates picked him up from the streets and gave him to me as a gesture for me to get over Nanek. Those darlings. =) We named this kitten Miki. The little thing was so mischevious. Every morning without fail, I am rudely awaken by the determined gnaws of that fiesty devil. His cause of death: brutally knocked down by a car one night when he was out flirting with a black cat.

In the midst of having Miki, Michelle(my long time best friend) and I brought home yet another kitten which couldn't even walk yet. Golly. It wouldn't stop meowing in its high pitched shrills. Miki didn't like her/him, obviously. He even attempted to whack its tiny face. haha. told you he was a devil. We had to dump the kitten at Chomp Chomp, where there used to have many other cats thriving off the food scrapings that cat lovers would offer them.

After I moved away from Serangoon Garden and to Palm Grove we didn't have a pet for a long time. Till one day my dad brought home a golden retriever by surprise! GOLDEN RETRIEVER! I was super darn happy and was close to hyperventilating. We took good care of her for 2 weeks. But alas, my dad figured our home was much too small for a big dog. He returned it to its rightful owner. I got so upset I locked myself in my room and wept for a day.

I then had a puppy, a miniature schnauzer, Scruffy. He was almost the perfect little puppy. I loved him so dear, many of my friends loved him as much too. He left us due to our inexperience in keeping puppies, he had several diseases and soon died because of them. I cried so hard for 2 straight and even refused to eat. hmm..

Its unbelievable how each and every one of my pets disappeared from my life time and again.
Well currently I have Alfie, my darling puppy! And I heart him to bits. <3<3I witness utmost pain ever when each of my pets die. I've always been unable to accept death. Especially when recently my dearest friend Fadinah passed away. The pain I felt in my heart is overwhelming. How do you define death? How is it that, someone you love so dear can just, disappear from your life like that? In a blink of an eye, she's gone. How do you accept that you're not gonna be able to hear her voice and laughter ever again? And where does she go when she dies? I still can't accept that, she's goneee. I miss her so much!

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serena: i edited only the pic and nothing but the pic. hahaha

nictong: shhhh stop gloating. it was freezing cold okay. lol

Firdaus: ya ah, none of us have her passwords or whatever right. lol. i miss her potianak laughter too lah! btw i've linked you up. =))

Ohyeah, will y'all please comment in future? Gonna remove d taggy board. Click on the word 'peeks' to comment, for y'all noobs who don't know. heh

I got bored of the previous blogskin. haha. Ain't the image above niceeee. I edited it. Okay, part of it. =D

E-learning week's here! That means, no school! Time to...sit back, kick off those shoes, and just slow things down a little.......

Yay my bday's approaching.

Lol, what a dork. He f**kin memorised the whole darn thing. But I have to say, I suspect he actually does have some pretty smooth moves... Lol.

pic snapped and edited by diana. hehe

The tests are finally over. Now I can look forward to elearning week and my birthday! =) A lil' confused on what exactly to do on that day though. Wanted to have a mini bash with just my best friends but now that fadinah's gone, I don't really see the point anymore. She was the only one who was enthusiastic and looked forward with me. We were even planning the list of food to prepare. sob.

Well, I think about fadinah almost every 3 minutes. EVERY thing my eyes chance upon, I'd think of her. ='( I miss her soooo soo much.
Was out shopping with diana recently at vivocity, she had to tolerate me constantly sayin:

'Fadinah would like this'
'Fadinah has this'
'I bought somethin like this, fad chose it'

To the Darlings who're concerned and bugged encouraged me to move on and cheer up, I have. I'm laughing the usual amount I do again. And its much thanks to da classmates. =)

At the peak of emo-ness however, I wish I didn't have to attend school cos I just wanted to sit in my room and pour my tears out, I just wanted to daydream all day long about fadinah, but I couldn't. I had no time to waste since the tests were approaching and reports were due. But I've realised when I'm in school, the classmates keep my mind busy and I feel much less volatile. I LOVE THE CLASS. sob.

My parents just returned from thailand. They were at Banyan Tree for their 25th anniversary holiday trip. HOW SWEET.

Fabulous ain't it, to have found the one you'd be certain to call your lifelong partner. To have grown old together, and yet as loving as ever.

Anyway, my mum bought bikinis for meee! My mum used to be this traditional, conservative lady. The first time I bought my own bikini, I didn't even dare tell her. lol. and now, SHE's buying them for me. She's even contemplating on inheriting my old bikini, and low-waist board shorts. tee hee. She chooses the nicest sashes and belts, spag tops, and tubes whenever she shops. My mum's gotta be the coolest mum on earth. Did I mention she's visited MOS? =D