Can't help but feel lachyrymal thinking of my dog's eyes filled with tears the time when he just came back from the operation. he was literally crying. I could even see the trail of his tears stream down his eyes. sigh.

An emotional wreck I've been over the previous weekend.
yet i've desperately hidden and kept it inside (thank god). and thankfully its over now.
Honestly it worries me so much; the fact that I'm somewhat immatured and strangely schitzophrenic (as the bf puts it) when it comes to my relationship. As said in my earlier post, I do fear that i am slowly expecting perfection. my angle of perception is extremely slanted.
My temper's simply erratic and unexplainable.
Let's just say I have lots more to learn.

Well the term has started again and its time to get into the whole, i-must-excel-in-school mood. School's been good especially with the F(antastic) Four girls! is it me or our "girl band" name super DUPER cheesy. heheeh.

my alfie is in much pain and suffering!!
*warning: post about nothing other than my dog (again). hehe..
as you can see he has the "umbrella collar" on. that's because he just had his neutering operation. now the incision i.e. the wound causes him pain even when he's standing still.

lying down would take him half an hour because he has to garner all the determination and strength to lie down. he'd place his head down first then slowly edge his butt down to the ground.

with the umbrella collar on his actions are limited. the normal reaction alfie would have when we open the balcony door for him, he'd immediately dash out but now, he just stays still and look at us and whine.




my current phone wallpaper. hehe.. he looks adorable here. btw my phone's repaired!



was scratching his head earlier and he started to doze off while i was doing so. super cute.

during the trip to the vet, he likes popping his head out of the window to enjoy the breeze. each time the car stops and the wind stops blowing onto his face, yes he starts to complain and whine.


heehee.. the boyfriend likes playing with alfie too.
=)))

well today alfie's feeling much better and he's back to his usual jumpy self, chasing after toys and such.
he tried running towards me earlier and his umbrella collar just crashed into my legs. ouch..
he can't pick up toys or food from the floor. its funny when his collar gets in the way and his body ends up bouncing off. haha

been busy working its hard to even come online let alone blog a post.
besides, there's nothing particularly eventful going on right now.
(neither have i got any photos, considering that i've sold away my camera and my phone's down as well.)
except that i've got my nose pierced. and.. kavan and i have been together for six months (and counting) now!
so pleased.