im doing maths now...

mi dad has finally decided to keep the puppy indoors. phew. when he insisted on letting the pup sleep outdoors i like, wth? because apparently thats wad did with our previous puppy and that puppy got sick with all that germs . AND it's so cold outside! the puppy eventually died. n mi father still wanted to do the same with our new pup? some ppl jus dun learn huh? aniwae mi mum psychoed him to place it indoors i guess.

i really miss the previous puppy, a miniature schnauzer too. we named it scruffy. it was so adorable! when it first arrived it was so excited and kept jumping and running around. it was as tiny as kesper. it was practically perfect. the most perfect puppy i've ever seen.

ironically whenever we mention scruffy, the time we remembered abt him was its dying days. THATS how little time we had with him. or, how long he got to live. that day after it passed on, i remembering opening the fridge and saw scruffy's medicine we were feeding it before he passed on. the bottles had his name 'scruffy' written on it. my heart just sank when i saw it. sigh i still feel so sad abt him. i cried so hard when he left. we murdered it. we didn't know how to look after puppies since we're amateurs. we even bathed it when it was sick, making its flu worse. tears can't help but stream down when i think abt him. BAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!

and now, he got easily replaced by kesper!!
scruffy's gone but he remains in my heart forever, and ever.

im sooooooooooooooo bored. have to mug!! maths n cppa tests on wed.. and theres the report, CD assignment, the CRS written assignment.................... stupid work just never ends does it? and the seniors say first year's honeymoon period. blahhhhhhh

went to visit kesper the puppy today again. :) pictures of puppy n i. though most the ppl in school would have seen it alrdy. YES, i go round haolian-ing. HAHAHAH



smileeeee*












puppy kissed me! ;)

muuacks* kisses for kesper!










LOLOLOL something super hilarious happened at the Ulu Pandan Incineration Plant yesterday. our class went there for an excursion. when the tour started, we had to put on HELMETS. yeah, those pck sorta helmet. lol. everyone looked silly with it on cos it was either too big, or too small. HAHAHAH. Mr Chan's was the funniest. his helmet was too small for his head so he had to wear it higher. i tink Mr Chan said something insulting to noor then noor went like, 'better than you, your helmet looks like its floating on ur head!!' HAHAHAHAHHA the way he said it was sooooooooo hilarious cin, yinying n i couldn't stop laughing. HAHAHHAHA. den, yinying realised many of d guy's helmets were floating too. as soon as she said that both of us pointed to kelvin-the one with the ultimate floating helmet, we both went, "kel-.. wahahhahhahahaha" in sync, tryin to say 'kelvin' but burst out laughing before we could. LOL. they looked so damn funny lar!!! like they're heads are elongated vertically. we were so amused we couldn't stop laughing. LOLOLOL!!

2 reasons y i think im sua-ku now:
1) i didn't know the NEL train could be steered manually.
2) i didn't know that my calculator i've been using for 5 and a half years, has a function to change a mixed fraction to an improper fraction.

Aite gtg study for the MIP test tmr. cheers*

i went to d pet shop today again! to visit mi puppy.. hehe. i went alone wahahha. i walked all the way there from kovan mrt...super long walk! d shop owner was entertaining me tellin some super long grandfather story abt white schnauzers. lol..cos i was d only customer there i guess. the shop entertains customers even after the dog's sold and they're all passionate abt pets, no doubt we bought our pup from the right place. infact the shop owner says we should visit him more often so that he'll start bonding with us. =) i took so many pics of mi puppy but i can't find d bluetooth port, damn! i'll try mi best to upload the pics soon.. mi dad's decided to name it 'kesper'. hahaha. pronounced as the customary 'casper' la but mi dad wanna act smart change the spelling. lol.. 2 weeks more to bring it home! can't wait..
oh i've got ONE pic. thats me holding him haha. (this wasn't taken today) ADORABLE HUH!!



for my dearest Wen De: i was going through a moment of confusion, with so many sides telling me what should i do. when so many things, so much disorder, they're on my mind i just, theres this large turmoil which pushes me to the limit. recent arguments aggrevate it. i start to feel SO annoyed n felt escaping and hiding was the only way. i guess i just, needed some moment of clarity..i hope things will look better for us. lastly im so sorry to have hurt you so. i beg ur forgiveness. "will u forgive your cutie dearie?"

mi dad has booked a puppy!! at d shop..he put a deposit for a light salt-and-pepper schnauzer. i just to look at it jus now, its ultra cute!!! its more to a white colour, its head is very round n its ears are droopy so it doesn't look much like a schnauzer. dunno y can't seem to upload d pic of it in leh... gosh its very adorable! BUT, its still super young, bout 1 to 2 months old? it has yet to go for its jab so we have to wait for bout 2 to 3 weeks till we can bring it home.. can't wait! well with all these assigments weighing on mi head, time passes kinda quickly for me now.

i've caught The Vinci Code. it ain't exactly superb, as it was described to be. (no offence to those who loved it) i felt the the most interesting part, the code-cracking part went by so quickly. mayb cos i read some part of d book, so d expected standard is there. n u know how the movie is never better than d book.

the horror!!! im gonna fucking FAIL mi AEE test man.. totally f-ed up. i spent SO MUCH time studying on circuit analysis but NO circuits came out. instead the long 10mark qns wad on the fucking nichrome wire..which i didn't revise on. okay, i only have myself to blame. for not studying fully/hard enough. OMG!! gonna dieee...

i spent the entire day ytd revising on CPPA since there's gonna b test on it at the end of the month. today, i was doing up mi maths tutorials. gonna continue doing now.. meeting dino n michelle later. hee.

we are Goodie Bag Stewlers! hahaha.. now we have.. an Aussino notebook each.. worth $5.90. HAHAHHA. how disgusting can we be. disgusting like Kirchoff's law or however u spell it. LOL. AE&E - applied electricity and electronics is sooooooooooo hard!! i dun understand A THANG. abt calculating resistance, or current blah. its D&T!!! omg..!! and that friggin' a quiz this fri n im still super blur abt it!! but yisheng has offered his resources! to tutor me AE&E tmr.. yay..

had the A&PC - analytical and physical chem quiz today.. SUCKED!! i thought i was good enough, but the paper was tough!! i didn't know how to do so many qns n im quite sure i'll fail. STUPID

i wanna watch bleach but i have to study for d coming tests! sigh i wish i had more time for shopping again, or clubbing again? =/

LOL met up with diana ytd, the best friend. something HILARIOUS happened!! on d NEL...we were so god damned busy chatting like mad, we didn't keep track of where the train was at already.. hahaha. we're supposed to stop at kovan mrt, and then diana suddenly stood up, so i got up too guessing we've reached kovan lo. but then i looked around and realised we're only at potong pasir mrt!! wth... i immediately pushed diana back onto our seats. HAHAHA i couldn't stop laughing. LOLOLOL. there were ppl standing around in d train n were definitely eyeing our seats when we stood up. but then, we sat back down. HAAHHAH. i was even adjusting mi bag lo!!

yay i bumped into mi best friend in pri sch ytd. at heartland mall. i recently snail mailed her. (yeah believe it or not we're still into snail mailing.) its been AGES since we last contacted. n she replied mi snail mail! so heartwarming. so, i saw her ytd n i got SO excited. hahahha. i was roaming around mini toons and popular ytd. i saw a super adorable small schnauzer toy at mini toons. $8.90. its so tempting. but i didn't buy it. it'll b a waste of money n i'll probably chuck it aside after i get bored of looking at it. like i usually do to my other soft toys too. -_- but i remain loyal to my toy duck! i always hug it to sleep. hee


im having character developent class now. -_- we're being taught to b caring, not to litter. which reminds me, once i went to feed a cat.. haha.. i looked for a dustbin to throw d finished can food away. HAHA see, im caring. =pppppp

to sharlene, mi classmate: lol jus wanna say thanks for lending me d xmen cartoon cd... haha
to samantha, michelle, nicholas and charmaine(if u guys ever read read this): i understand you guys have tried asking me out. sorry bout neglecting u guys! i've got tests coming up... we'll meet up again after d "storm's" over. lol

today's mother's day. went to BAMBU, an indonesian-thai restaurant for dinner with mi whole family, grandma, granduncle, aunts and cousin. haha. 11 ppl. many, huh?

i've finally bought my cupboard!! 69 bucks. very budget rite? from ikea. lol. i alrdy have a cupboard, but it was getting a lil too full. overflowing. haha. so now..mi clothes are hung up! they all used to b folded. stupid rite? cos mi sis took d bigger cupboard. grrr... ohwell, she may b movin out soon anyways. lol

yes, yisheng and noor, i DO need to prioritise!! i keep saying n saying that i've got lots of work. that IS a fact, but, im not really getting to it! i write down d stuff to do, but my mind's so saturated that i can't get started. i don't know which to do first. den it all gets jumbled in my mind, den i try to multi task n in d end, i never accomplish anything. i procrastinate. ALOT. i need a timetable. some planning.....

heaps of work to b done!

just thought i'd have a blog too since most of mi classmates have one. lol. i USED to have one, but deleted it when i started to hardly have any time to blog. haha.

i don't blog abt current affairs, or anything arguable, or issues to display maturity of thought BLAH. just loads of junk in other words, im not the sort with sophisticated sort of thinking k? HAHA. a blog will be mi outlet source to let wild thoughts running in mi head out. i mostly blog abt the junk im goin through in mi life daily. so, here goes.


poly life's really stressed up, there's just heaps n heaps of work rushing in weekly. things were goin smoothly durin d first 2 weeks of sch, n then there was this sudden influx of work!!
lemme just list them down to keep track.
1) CPPA report
2) AE&E proj - inductors at a glance
3) CRS discussion cafe - cloning
4) CRS written response: to find an article n write a response.
5) Basic Math proj
6) Basic Maths tutorial 4 to b done
7) do revision on AE&E, A&PC and Basic Maths modules for upcoming tests on 17th, 20th and 31st may.

this is even tougher than d O levels!! wish me luck. =S
will update d blog soon.