Stark Ravings

I've mailed NP SP and TP my certs n stuff along with the DAE form, now I just have to wait and see if i'm shortlisted for an interview. If I am then I'll go for d interview and that'll determine whether or not I get into the course I oh-so desire.

Oh gosh I hope I get in. For np I had to write a statment aboutt myself, about my goals, skills, what I wish to learn and etc. I really really hope I get shortlisted for interview. Augustine says i could make some portfolio or somethin like do some designs on photoshop. I joined this course back then, its on making websites too but I think there wasn't a cert. If not i could show it to the lecturers.

I should make a portfolio and submit my drawings. I don't actually have any other certs d only one i can think of is Superteens. I don't even think i've got a cca cert nor anything to prove my work history. then again my work history doesn't really matter since the only jobs I did long enough to mention, were telemarketing & customer service at EngWah cinemas. I remember job hopping.. I hopped to another telemarketing firm, admin work for SMRT, waitressing for a japanese restaurant and finally telesurveying for Citibank. And I only worked a short period of less than a week for these companies. haha!

Okay so i think i'll show the lecturers my drawings which I've once done. Sigh but they aren't exactly well designed or burstin with creativity neither, they're just cartoons. AHHHH!! I should come up with some advert like a poster or somethin. I know of some peoply who can design super well on a plain canvas sheet. they just need some paint and you get something cool. Me? i can only draw cartoons or plagarise really well. At least others can write well. I can't. I can only speak well I guess..

Well but at least this course is diversified; I wrote in that statement that I like drawing n designing AND talking and communicating so this course is perfect for me as it caters to both my interests. I said that I'm open minded and open to conversations and i wrote that i know how to use photoshop cos i did game design back in SP for my elective module.

I HOPE I GET SHORTLISTED!!!

I've gotta get that portfolio ready then, I've got this drawing which I did halfway for my elec. module. that picture of the girl dancing. Yeah I never got it done because of that stupid incident where i left my thumbdrive in school by acccident. and by the time i realised and rushed back, it was gone. grr.. Guess i should finish it up now

Alethea says its really hard at mass comm. but in science I feel its JUST AS TOUGH. At least in mass comm its all in english and i believe the modules are more common sense and easier to work on. but in science, you gotta study pressure valves that you just freshly learnt, convert d values (which is still somethin rather new) and draw graphs and stuff, slot in unknown values into strange formula n solve.
its DAMN DAMN DAMN fuckin tough. In my opinion at least.
I think I could send someone who isn't a fan of physics or maths one of my reports, he/she'll flip. Well duh, its so in-dept and not where their interest's at.
I had so much more fun working on my english based module where we had to invent something for the market and come up with a business proposal. But everyone else in my class who were maths and physics-savvy? they pretty much hated that english module.
I was so certain i was in the wrong course. I had enough of it after a year. I'm SO CERTAIN I don't wanna do that for the rest of my life as my career. And science is something you'd have to work long on it, attain a pHd to get a stable good paying job. So I'd prolly only start working in late thirties or somethin. and the only thing I can do is R&D. and no thanks for me.

Every one of my friend's tellin me sci is SO NOT ME. they say they cant imagine me wearing that long white coat in future.

Why did I take it in the first place??
I seriously don't know why. I was a KID. I was stupid, everyone was tellin me science offers a good job scope cos science market was blooming. even my DAD. I got psychoed. haha.. now I'm pushing the blame to others.

But I WAS indeed a kid! I didn't actually see the point of studying humanities and stuff in secondary school. I was always wonderin why are we learning abt sri lanka when we're not ever gonna go there. Only NOW do I realise we learn humanities actually to build up foundations on arguments for english andfor proving our points in relevant ways.

Oh how ignorant one can be. GAHH. Time to look into the future now, won't bring me no where regretting. To make things worse, my bank account has a miserable 2 bucks left in it now. Cos I had to fuckin get my IC replaced. FOOK.