Speakin of which, you know sometimes when you're alone you'll tend to do something stupid like talk to yourself, or maybe even dance right? Well everytime I do something like that I'd wonder if Faddy can see me doing so. lol. Then things would really feel awkward all of a sudden... haha.
Remember that new condo being built right outside Kovan MRT station? I've been walking pass that condo in curiousity every single day. It looks so big and.. oh-so appealing. Well I was finally at Kovan Melody's showflat earlier with my family. sans the big bro of course; army... Sigh. Alfie hardly responses to him now. :/
Anyway the place is BEEEEEAUUUUTIFUL. I was super astonished. Managed to snap some pics..
Omg omg I loved the design of this room! My sis says its SOOO suited for me cos I'm always having friends over at my place. That corner that my sis' in; is where we can just bump on and stuff. Cool shit.
And I really like this room's structure too. Check out the HUGE MIRROR.
Amazing how such a small condo can be so nice huh? And there's those back doors instead of the pathetic one entrance with the gantry Palm Grove has. Which is guarded by 'tiko' guards all the time. Urgh. My sis kept warning my dad that if we moved here, all my different boyfriends can now sneak into my room via the back door. HAHA
Siloso-ed (:
Somehow my eyes looked grey in the photos. So I ended up taking loads of photos of myself. Pardon me for committing in helpless narcissism. tee hee
Makes me wanna get grey coloured contacts. haha. After all, my brother has bought em' before too.
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I have successfully withdrawn from my course at SP. Its supposed to be a sigh of relieve but no, I'm infact feeling really worried I'm left school-less. BUT, I've been contemplating long enough about my future and its time I did something about it. I am SO SO SO certain I am not the sort of person who'd stay locked up in the laboratory as my career. I need to run around, and meet people. I cannot possibly imagine myself talking to a test tube my whole life.
I do still, admire and take my hat off to those who are capable of doing so. Well its all about interest and there are indeed those who have told me; they see themselves studying more pressure valves and drawing graphs. Its thanks to these smart engineers and brilliant scientists who built Singapore today. I however have no capabilty to provide in that sector; I'm not inclined to invent new deodorants nor perfumes for Nina Ricci.
Digressing, the darn nozzle for my beloved Nina Ricci perfume dropped and rolled off to god-knows-where!! DAMNIT
I can only foresee myself adding more words being spoken on the television or radio. I see myself studying more english-based modules and not physics nor Amaths. Hell I didn't even like those subjects in secondary school. Up till now I'm still thinking; Why? why? Why did I join science in polytechnic? Even my new classmates could tell I'm not suited for it. At least everyone else in class has had some physics background, or they could fare well for engineering mathematics. Me? A master of none.
I actually have been aiming for the media since I was in.. sec 3 I think? When we students went down to TP and I attended a lecture on Communications and Media Management. I was so motivated and driven to go into the media industry. I wanted to become a newsbroadcaster. That was my ambition. I even told my relatives and they were supportive of me!
But my O level results diminished my dreams as I didn't get my A for english language. Gawd I was crushed. I thought of going into design; as I enjoyed drawing. I was smart considering design - at least drawing's my interest. But my dad discouraged me as design is saturated in Singapore and there's only one path to go into after graduating - Advertising. Then, everyone started telling me what a good job scope science offers. I heard about the inventions DCP graduants came up with - perfume, low-fat kaya and etc. and so, I STUPIDLY went into the course.
But once I was in the science course I'd look at Suzanne Ho on teevee and I'll endlessly feel sorry for myself. Its time its really time to do something about my sorry life. Now, wish me luck that my direct application's successful. Or I would end up school-less. And my life would officially be screwed.
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My throat's been acting up again; I keep getting sorethroats once in awhile its scary. I should be going to see the doctor for a checkup. The doctor once told me (the last time i was there cos of a sorethroat!) frequent sorethroats could be due to throat cancer. Geez.
Right. And I need a job. I hope to find a job where I do photo editing! For perhaps wedding photoshoots or somethin. Then I'll enjoy my job; and at the same time earn some ca$h!
Alright Ciao, guys.
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