DIY nails never seemed that easy to accomplish. However, I did those nails earlier in a jiffy, inevitably screaming 'FUCK!' whenever my hair touches a wet nail though. So, do they look good? Good thing michelle was over at my place and I got her to help remove the ruined nail. LOL
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I have been deciding for a very long time now and I've finally made my mind up to change my course. I know I have complained a
Everyone's telling me science has a good market, but I do not see the point in me remaining in science when I've completely lost my interest and passion in science over this 1 year of trying it. Besides, even if I graduate from Chemical Process now, I wouldn't be able to find a job with a diploma alone, and I wouldn't want to work in the damn fucking lab. That means I'm gonna have to further my studies (SCIENCE again) into a degree, and that means continuing to suffer for yet another 4 years, and then WORK in the science industry and suffering for the fucking rest of my life. I do NOT want to study pressure valves, draw cheem-logy graphs, nor do differentiation ever again. I know maths is everyday but I do not have 'yuan' with mathematics so I fail to excel in it ok.
Digression. hg 122 ---> my mac delivery order code. heh
Interest brings you far. I have to pursue my interest which is the media. I don't care about the amount of time I'm taking, as long as I get to do whatever I want.
I can't believe I had my closest friends who know me so well, tell me umpteen times since day 1 that science just isn't me, and yet I went ahead with that course. And now I'm regretting. I have regretted my choice since the first semester but I had to wait till the next JAE intake to change my option anyway.
Now, the time is nearing and its my chance to pounce at it. I shall try to get a transfer when school starts. I have friends who have dropped out of school, almost instantly when they figured what they're doing isn't what they want. I, on the other hand, have been a lost sheep since I received the O level results and fucking went into the wrong course. I admire and am envious of those friends who had so much guts to hop over to what they want not giving a shit about what others say, yadayada. About the waste of time, and how they should complete whatever they're doing right now since they're already halfway through it. But I've come to realise that interest is the crucial crucial bit of the course we're in and our future is at stake.
Okay I think my friends are tired of hearing my complaints, fine, except michelle. (she asked me to type this!) LOL
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Everyone knows I have a super inconvenient walk into my home. Well, last night on my way back, there were bangalas gathered at the phonebooth and as diana, elaine and I approached it(i have to walk past the phone booth to get home), those muthaf**kin bangalas turned to stare and stare, and SMILE at us. They even made that tsk noise that ah bengs like to when they're calling their species for attention. FUCK! So, I had to trouble diana and elaine to walk me in. AND walk one whole round so we don't have to pass the phonebooth. omfg..
Remembered I mentioned the Siloso Beach Party had loads of bangalas? OMFG they shouldn't even be invited to such parties!! They don't even know how to behave themselves, they molest girls like nobody's business. REALLY, THEY DO. I mean, if they really wanted to be able to grab boobies, don't they at least have the decency to try to hook up girls i.e. the right way. Not that I'd want to be be hit on by a bangala, but seriously, those fucking molesting bangalas are getting on my nerves. They grab boobs at parties from behind, and even reach into skirts. OMFG. Good thing I had my brother and his friends to protect me from their spiteful grabs. I am NOT going to another party like this ever again thanks to that 'Dark Side'. Grrr.. though these parties has loads and loads of caucasians. GAHH. Everytime I turned to look to look around, I'd spot a good looking caucausian. when I complained to roger that the Dark Side ruined the fun, he said this to me: But you had some the Light Side too what. -__-"
At one point of the foam party I totally lost the mood for partying and stood still with my arms crossed. Because some bloody bangalas suddenly had some freako outburst of excitement and sprinted at top speed, WITHIN the foam area. They ran toward our group of friends and literally bumped huiwen and I off our feet. *PISSED off* the reason why I said the countdown was fun in overall was cause of the great company I was there with.
Who the hell do those bangalas think they are, smiling and making noises at us. URGH.
Do you see where this is going? Girls like me will not ever go for such a party ever again with all those bangalas allowed to attend them too. I mean, who'd want to go and get groped? So with the lack of girls, there'll be a lack of guys. And eventually in future, no one would attend those parties at all anymore. And these parties won't be lucrative anymore. So, they should just ban bangalas (the terrorists) from coming for such parties to avoid that catastrophe from happening.
And remember those bad experiences where they raided our dear orchard road? Omg I shan't even elaborate. All I know is that they're the source of increased road fights, since they spray those foam things on practically everyone and hence result in getting themselves into fights. Damnit those dumb fucks.
Okay I've received my macdonalds delivery. I can't help but question the delivery boy if the place was hard to find. lol. I offered him a fruit cake. heh. Oki ciao~
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