If Haven't heard already, Crocodile Hunter steve Irwin died today on the 4th of september, on the Barrier reef, near Cairns As a sign of respect for the Australian cultural icon, place a turtle ( tu ) at the start of ur msn name, and forward this message on to others
"The world has lost a great wildlife icon, a passionate conservationist and one of the proudest dads on the planet," Irwin was famous for his enthusiasm for wildlife and his catchword "Crikey!" in his television program "Crocodile Hunter." It's a huge loss to Australia, he was a wonderful character. He was a passionate environmentalist. He brought joy and entertainment and excitement to millions of people."
I was super duper shocked to read that. As soon I read it I immediately went to Yahoo to check if they've posted it up, they did. So i proceeded to read. Omfg. I can't believe he's dead. I REALLY COULDN'T BELIEVE IT. I used to love to watch his shows. (im not using past tense cos he's dead, its cos i don't watch them anymore -_-). Everytime I turned on the animal planet, when its Crocodile Hunter showing, I'd gleefully continue to watch it. He's always so funny on tv! Enthusiastic, happy and all hyped up. He never fails to entertain with his excitement and eagerness. I'd hold my breath each time Steve Irwin goes really really close to a crocodile or deadly snake or somethin. I won't be surprised you've sub consciously held you breath too. Victor was tellin me that he's always felt Steve Irwin is the most gutsy host ever. His knowledge was phenomenal too; I mean, he knows so much abt those creatures he catches. He had such a deep passion for his job! He doesn't deserve to die at such a young age. I went on to surf the web and found several of his whacky photos. I was close to tearing. He enjoyed his job tremendously and he showed us all what Australia's all about. And he was still so young! And his kids, they're still toddlers for Christ' sake. Their ages added up don't even reach the number 15. What's gonna happen to his wife? Everytime I see them on tv I'd feel they were perfect together. =( What abt his daughter and son? They've gotta grow up fatherless! Which I'm sure they would have grown to be brilliant bright children with the care of great-dad Steve. Hopefully they'd grow up proud of their late wonderful dad. Fuck la, why must this happen to him. sob. I feel awfully upset :'(
I've been thinkin alot lately about my future, I feel utterly worried abt it. With a diploma from my course - Chemical Process Tech, I definitely definitely can't find a job. Even if i do, its probably a low paying one in the laboratory. Which certainly isn't something that suits me, no way. I don't understand why did I choose this course at all. I'd rather have gone into media studies or design since they were my interests/where my talent's at. DAMN. Or least I could go to JC first before I specialise in anything, since I was absolutely clueless abt what I want to be doing in future.
But i seriously can't afford to change my course anymore. Because that'll mean I would have to waste another year, awaiting the next intake. And I'm gonna have to get past my parents' objections. which is quite impossible. They believe this chemical course is perfect for me. Since I excelled in my chemistry during my retained year.
So maybe it was the parents' excellent job of psycho-ing me that landed me in this course. I was psychoed for an hour long lecture into believing this course would bring me many many jobs. Something like marketing; selling health products, consumable products would require some knowledge in chemicals right? Provided I obtain a business degree along with my dip. But I'd prefer to do something I like! Something do to with the media, or counselling. So I could venture into my preference in Uni, then. Take up psychology or somethin. THATS WHY I MUST DO WELL AND MAKE IT INTO UNI. I would need to join a cca and obtain my cca point. But then again if I'm intending to further my studies oversea, I wouldn't need cca points then. I may even have to work, so I can pay for my Uni school fees. I really don't wanna depend on my folks anymore. I admit, among all of my friends, I'm one of those who's made it to the 'Pampered Kid' list.
So I've to study hard like mad and get an incredibly good gpa score and enter Uni, work and earn money to support myself and finally devote myself to a cca. HOW TO JUGGLE. HELP PLEASE.
Anyway on a lighter note, I was at sentosa earlier with Huiwen again.
oh, the walkie talkie? yeah haven't you heard? we're lifeguards now. that explains the yellow/red Beach Patrol uniform. hahaha NAH, the walkie talkie belongs to adrian(your friendly lifeguard at sentosa). =p
I tried on a billabong bikini which is sooooooooooooo nice. Its a black base with silver printing on! And the usual grafitti style of prints. Its bright/flashy/attractive. But, I tried it on and i looked too fucking flat. Maybe cos I am. Huiwen had a weirded-out look pasted on her face, so did the sales girl. Cos I'm too fucking flat chested and the bikini looked horrid on me. I looked at the 19 yr old sales girl, looked down onto her chest area, she was so well blossomed and full grown lar. She had a hot pink bikini on and she looked fab. Gawd~ all of a sudden I wish I had bigger, fuller boobs. All these while I've condemned huge breasts cos I had the impression that if they're big, they'll just get in the way all the time, or jiggle like nobody's business when you try to run, which is fucking embarressing cos EVERYONE both guys and girls, would stare so hard you'd wish you could just disappear. But now I've realised the importance of having big breasts. 1) ALL MEN like big breasts, don't deny. 2) So I can buy any bikini and look great in it. Shiat.
Btw, I fucking HATE that nudging tool k, it annoys me cos I'm busy when I'm editing pics or maybe cos 9 ppl are chatting with me at a time or I'm checking my mail or perhaps transferring files or WHATEVER. so do me a favour and kindly STOP nudging me on msn. I'll reply you when I want to.
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